The umph and ahhh
The something-something that changes and unravels the mystery of one's life
And trying again and again and again
And venting one's soul
Hoping 'this' will be a reasonable replacement for 'that'
Looking in eyes
Examining hair and expressions
Hoping "he" or "she"
Will be the solution for the ache
Disillusion becoming dis-ease in your mind body and soul
Holding a glimmer of hope
An ember buried in the dust of years of trying
Waiting for someone, something somewhere